Author Archives: Erika Bizzarri

Monday, any Monday, summer or winter It was not yet eight. The worn wooden door, it really needed painting, opened to let a dog on a leash and a cane appear, followed by an elderly lady, a fedora covering her grey hair and the elastics of that mandatory mask. She took in the container forContinue reading “Or, If, Perhaps, If Only”

The past is never   “past”, suddenly without warning it may surface like a rubbing of indented writing, indelible traces of bygone days, although often specific recollections of who and what elude me. A young man accosts me in the piazza of a hill town where I had gone in search of pottery for my shop.Continue reading “One Never Knows”

I can hear them conversing, comparing, arguing. Oh, I’ve had quite a life. As befits nobility like me. A golden robe no less. You others all pale by comparison. Don’t be so sure of yourself. You may date to 1930, but were made for a rather self-centered man who thought himself above all others. IContinue reading “Fabric Scraps”

October 17, 2013 Leopard spotted flannel Hand printed potato die Left over remnant of my two-year old’s pjs. What happened to the leopard suit? What happened to the little boy? The suit has gone the way of things outgrown. The little boy given way to the man. 

Did the owner think of the apartment I’m in now as a sort of gatehouse, with concierge services? The entrance door is glass, although it’s clouded glass. The small window at one side offers a glimpse into the room I inhabit,  and I have hung a Chinese scarf there to preserve my privacy. Privacy? ForContinue reading “Glass Doors”

All she had was a photo of 60 years ago. A young soldier holding a gun, on the bank of a river. And then there were the letters. These were the man she had learned to love. His last letter was dated September 2001. He had wheeled himself into the TV room and with theContinue reading “All over”

(1995 – rewritten    2017) Words, words, words. Written, spoken, whispered, murmured, shouted, modem, internet. Ways to know each other. Words engender words. Grow like a vine around a thought. Define its shape, explore, insinuate, envelop. A word – an offshoot – of the word that came before. But there was touch before the word. snowflake featherContinue reading “Words”

Year in year out, there was a turnover of objects in the shop. Gualverio might have discovered wooden begging bowls, or someone who made botanical prints. Once he brought two Sicilian puppets. An artist friend asked me to help out a struggling Rumanian artist who did traditional under-glass paintings of Orthodox saints. In Perugia weContinue reading “Erika Shop II”

There’s a suitcase on either side the bureau. There’a suitcase on either side the bed. The apartment is small – no room for storage. Suitcases must make do. A life, once full, keeps shrinking. My life. Your life. Camping out, now. Waiting for the end. Our baggage of earthly remains. Carry-ons no longer new, bearing signsContinue reading “Camping Out”

There was once a shop in an alley near the fantastic cathedral of Orvieto. It was called Erika, after the lady whose spirit it reflected. Most people probably discovered it by chance. Maybe it was when they saw that at the beginning of the alley the stone head of some imaginary beast was constantly spoutingContinue reading “Erika Shop”

August 4, 1994 Cerulean chickory still lines the road, ragged flecks torn from the sky. Spikes of yellow mullein branch into menorahs of golden stars with hearts of flame. Vanguards of creeping dwarf convolvulus insinuate their way between the stones encroach on asphalt, dot shorn roadside banks. Pale rosy faces greet the morning sun, pleatedContinue reading “August in Italy”

July 28, 1993 Sirens fraying out along the road, coming closer, farther, round the curve, up on the road above, behind the trees. Not one, but several. Yesterday, the day before, fires had been burning in the woods. It might be wise to find some vantage point and see just where the beast now rearedContinue reading “High Summer Gold”

True he had only this small stone house and an old car that had belonged to Barbara and was still covered with all kinds of save the world and environment stickers. I found it curious that there was no bitterness in him, that he had no regrets. I believe it was his personality, his wit,Continue reading “Watcher, Giulio, George, Jean III”

Letter to myself, June 29, 2021  What did I do today? Well, let’s see. Today is almost over. Took Teah for her walk, along the cliff. Down below where cars are parked the patch of grass is brown. A haze of yellow stars belies the arid field, where barbed rye grass lurks in wait. AtContinue reading “What Did I Do Today? 2021”

Someone asked me – do you have many friends? I stop and think. Friends. Yes, I have a few. But not many. Friends who are there if I need them, or I am there if they need me. Who think more or less as I think, who have some depth to them. Friends. It’s notContinue reading “Watcher, Giulio, George, Jean II”

letter to myself    August, 2004 Six o’clock. What have I done today? Cut some bamboo shoots. Strange dark unlovely spikes, tender, hollow, futile last attempts to grow. Looked out the window. My mountains are still there, but you’re not here to share them with. Looked in a folder and found a letter. A letter IContinue reading “What Did I Do Today?”

My eyes were riveted On the refulgent screen With letters morphing into words As fingers tapped the keys. Suddenly, Out of the corner of my eye An emerald gleam Distracted me. A creature of some kind Was perched On the dark oak desk, Abdomen and thorax Glowing brilliant green. Behind two jointed stick-like legs  BentContinue reading “Distraction”