The past is never
“past”,
suddenly
without warning
it may surface
like a rubbing of indented writing,
indelible traces of
bygone days,
although often
specific recollections of
who and what
elude me.
A young man accosts me in the piazza
of a hill town where I had gone
in search of pottery for my shop.
Remember me?
You were my English teacher.
I’ll never forget the fun we had
when the book had us do,
what I guess you called possessives,
my and your.
I play with my balls,
You play with your balls.
You got through that lesson in record time.
Years ago, how many?
A Christmas card from California.
A tour of Italy with friends.
Orvieto. I fell on the steps
of the Cathedral and broke my wrist.
None of us spoke Italian.
You called the ambulance
and helped me in the hospital
when I couldn’t understand a word.
Years ago, how many?
An unexpected thank-you note.
Easter. Orvieto was crowded
with visitors from abroad.
All Italians too seemed
to be on the move.
I had no place to stay
and even towns twenty
or more kilometers away
had not a single empty bed.
You can stay with me, you said.
Years ago, how many?
I did manage to scrape through the narrow streets
with my rented car.
As I tried to find my way out
I continuously found myself
passing the same buildings.
You showed me how
to get from A to B
when I had gone astray.
Years ago, how many?
The school year was just starting.
Junior year abroad.
Sitting on the bus
in Amsterdam
not knowing anyone
I felt lost and alone.
You came, sat next to me,
and I soon felt at home.
Yes, years ago
paths crossed
and you and I went on our way
oblivious of the future.
It was simply part of life,
relegated to the past, or so we thought.
Yet time, that draws a veil
over yesterday’s events,
refuses to let go.
When we least expect it
a word, a tune, a color, a fragrance,
will bring back yesterday
into today.
Your writing is so evocative! I love these memories.
James II
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Beautiful Erika, this really resonates with me. My “yesterdays” frequently invade my head pushing out current thoughts or keeping me awake at night. Just last evening at a dinner party for my neighbor Pamela, I spoke out about an embarrassing family incident my father did over 50 years ago, something I have never before mentioned to anyone. The past is never past, as you eloquently stated.
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Erika You are the heroine in a thousand Italian nights… the Shahrazad with a huge nonjudgmental heart… everyone’s personal best friend… as I dreamed of you a few nights ago… Still looking for the autobiography! ❤️ J
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